Hindsight, unfortunately, is 20/20 a lot more often than the present moment is. When I look back at the last year, I can see many not-so-great choices I've made despite the gentle hints of God's guidance. The little nudges He gave me through friends or a song or even a TV show or His Word … Continue reading Hindsight


My life is basically a series of awkward moments, a lot of studying, and singing Disney songs with my roommates; ie. I’m not that cool. I don’t have perfect grades, a perfect body, or a perfect list of talents. I like music, but I’m not a musical prodigy. I enjoy school, but I don’t have … Continue reading Underdog

The Positives

You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives. — Genesis 50:20 Anxiety doesn't seem like something that would really help anyone gain anything. But anxiety deserves a little more credit--well, God deserves credit, actually. God has used even anxiety to bring some … Continue reading The Positives


Delight yourself in the LORD; And He will give you the desires of your heart. - Psalm 37:4  Sometimes I ask God for stuff when I know He's already said it's not His will. I hold tightly to things that God clearly wants me to let go of; this can include objects, people, actions, decisions, … Continue reading Desire


I finally turned twenty not too long ago. Pop culture gave me the impression that twenty is effortless, free, indie, not sober, and an enviable age to be at. Twenty is supposed to give liberation and solid platform to step into adulthood. Twenty, to me, feels grateful. When I think of twenty, I am hopeful. But also: … Continue reading Twenty